Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Do you know how it feels to be wronged?
I used to fight back, to shout at whoever wronged me. I mean, why should i take things lying down? but the repeated firing of such events have begun to tire me. sometimes i feel so ashamed of trying to be, good enough. to be forgiven. to be trusted. so i just let things go and end up being more miserable instead. alot of us give up on ourselves as a result of having lost faith, and so we think that by abandoning effort, we abandon hope and subsequently chances of disappointment too. but that's deceit. somewhere at the back of our minds, we still long for acceptance and thus our thirsty souls will never be satisfied, nor will our beings ever be effected. yet when you gather your armour, shield, boots and all, you keep losing. so tell me, which alternative is worth the spirit's mind?
It's a beautiful disguise.